I know of stupor

We go to my apartment, and walk inside.  My dad's lying on the couch his leg is propped up on the table.  The man with glasses stands behinds me, and looks down at my dad angrily.  My mom isn't at home.  "Mr. Turn I'm here to inform you that we will be taking custody of your son."  My father doesn't answer he just sits there.  It's like he's there, but he's not.  The man with glasses waits for him to respond, but he doesn't.  He looks forward blank like the tv.  The man with glasses takes me downstairs, and doesn't say anything.  Then when we're just outside of the building he hugs me really hard.  He doesn't say anything for a while he just holds me there and people look at us kind of funny.  "Okay son lets take you to the orphanage.  The man walks with me down the road until we get to an orphanage, and he takes me inside.  There are a bunch of other kids there.  They all look lonely like me.  Am I home?